Fear. I can't bear to think that I will be leaving my Mama so soon. She raised me by herself, and I hope that tomorrow she will be proud of me and know that I am in good hands. This morning she made me a yogurt parfait for breakfast. I cried. I'll miss her so much, even though we will be living only 30 minutes from her for at least the first year of our marriage. Dear Mummy: Please know that you have always been my most cherished friend. We have been through so much together, and I hope you know that this is not an ending. No, it's just the beginning.
Nervous. Yesterday I said goodbye to Daniel, my beloved. It was the last time that I am going to see him until I walk down the aisle. It was such a surreal moment, and I couldn't bear to let him go. I am very nervous for the wedding day, what happens if I say the wrong thing? What if I trip and fall on my face? What if I have to go to the bathroom in the middle of the ceremony? What if I cry so much my make-up washes off? I keep thinking of every possible bad scenario. I keep telling myself to just take a deep breath. Tomorrow will be an unforgettable day, no matter what happens.
Excitement. Tomorrow is the day that I become Daniel's wife! We get to finally become a family tomorrow, and for this reason I am so so excited. I love Daniel, and all the support that he has given me. I couldn't ask for a better husband. Daniel, you are my best friend, and tomorrow we get to have an entire day that is dedicated to us. For this reason, I am very excited.
I hope to write again soon! My purpose in starting this blog is to document our first year of marriage. I don't want to forget a moment of this amazing journey. Tomorrow, it all begins...